Well, my journey thru this is quite a roller coaster! When it 1st happened I was in shock for awhile! I started seeing a counselor every week until recently, when we moved out of Florida. And golly I miss it! I miss having that one person to speak to and who understood me, she was so amazing! Bill and I decided to move up here to Georgia so we could start a new life, too many memories there for me, and until your in my shoes, you could never understand!
There were many of times i just wanted to die so i could be with him again, but I knew that wasn't fair to my husband and my friends and family. I put on a great front, but until recently, my front is sorta going away. I've just been reliving every moment i had with him, its starting to feel like it was just yesterday that it all happened. Its been 8 longs months and i just feel like I'm falling apart all over again! Its so hard, I'm sure moving away from my family plays a part in how i feel, but i just felt like no one understood how bad i was and still am hurting!
Until next time....
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